Things are slowly improving. I have gotten rid of friends that werent really friends and I am beginning to feel better. I am trying to get back into my writing. I think it would help my state of mind as it always has. Which means I need to get to the store and buy some more notebooks. Dont know why i feel the need to write it on paper first before typing it. But there is something soothing about seeing it on paper. Unfortunately I have boxes full of notebooks lol